Perkins would have turned 12 this month, but his mother, his fellow dancers and his teachers say his spirit lives on. Thursday night, Smith attended a performance to mark the establishment of a scholarship in Perkins' name at the Gus Giordano Dance School in Andersonville.
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She said it was his safe haven, his temple. It felt like Perkins was in the room as his troupe-mates performed some of his favorite dances with the same grace and beauty that radiated from his every move.
"It just touches me. It touches me because, like, I don't want to cry, but my son means everything to me," Smith said. "I'm doing good. I'm doing good. I am because my son is with me at all times, and he's watching over me."
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The night of light and love stood in stark contrast with the darkness of that March day in Edgewater when police said Perkins was stabbed to death protecting his mother from an alleged serial domestic abuser who just got out of prison.
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Smith said there will be another time to talk about the case; Thursday night was about Jayden's true legacy: a memorial scholarship in his name.
"For any child who's passionate about dancing or wants to move forward in dancing, and like they don't really have the funds for it, this scholarship will really help them," she said.
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Perkins began dancing when he was eight, thanks to a dance scholarship from the Gus Legacy Foundation. The videos and memories of his time in the studio gives his mother comfort.
"I love the videos. I can't stop watching them," she said. "Especially when he was singing Michael Jackson."
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"And he knew he was going to make it, would've succeeded. He practiced every day at home, singing, dancing, and I would just hear his beautiful voice, like baby you've got it," Smith added.
Now one of Perkins' best friends has become the first recipient of the Jayden Perkins Memorial Scholarship. His mother offered hugs and gratitude.
"I just hear him now, how happy he is," she said. "And that for me, as his mom, to not give up. To keep going. To keep going and do everything I can for all the other kids."
The Gus Giordano Dance School is currently taking donations for Jayden's scholarship, which they hope annually to grant to a new recipient.
Crosetti Brand is charged with his murder, and with Smith's attempted murder. He had been released from prison on parole just hours before the attack, and Smith had filed an order of protection not long before that. Police would only say the two had a relationship about 15 years ago, and declined to provide any more details.
Brand has pleaded not guilty to all charges.