"I am haunted by thoughts about apples and trees," Geller wrote in the note, which the coroner's office showed to an Associated Press reporter. "I will shield S&S from a life filled with confusion, questioned allegiances, guilt, hopelessness, codependence, and insecurity.
"This cycle of misery ends with me."
Autopsies show that the boys died from gunshot wounds to the head and chest. Troy Geller died from a gunshot wound to the head.
Sarah Geller called 911 and cried, "Oh my God, my beautiful babies." Her voice shattered in the call.
Hysterical, she found some neighbors, who also called police. "I can't believe I left them with him," she screamed. "I can't believe I left them with him."
Solomon had just started second grade, and Samson was in kindergarten.